Tuesday, December 31, 2002

more directness
so it turns out that he's not bringing his ex-girlfriend to the party. he's bringing this girl he has been seeing since around thanksgiving, shortly after he hooked up with me that first time. if it had ended there, it would have been fine. but the fact is he hooked up with me again and i had no idea he was seeing this other person and was into her. i have been dicked over, disrespected, treated as less than human, flat out lied to, and hurt. and he knows it, though i don't think he really understands exactly what he has done. and the thing is, i feel dirty because i was unknowingly complicit as a third. i never thought i would be in that situation.

i guess in the end, this isn't all that surprising. he is going to be a lawyer one day, after all.

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