the usual
having second thoughts about law school. it hit me today, hit me hard, right in the gut. do i really want to do this? it's not that i love what i do now so much -- far from it -- it's just, is this what i really want to do for three years, accumulating $60,000 in debt, at best? i've probably posted the same thing several weeks ago. i didn't doubt going to grad school this much -- i was really happy with that decision, actually, even if it didn't pan out so well. but now ... what about being a professional camp counselor? that was always a possible path, though not at my camp of course. or SOMETHING besides this big thing. i really want to move to boston. that part i'm excited about, but do i have to go to law school to do it? what else could i do there? ugh. grin and bear it. it'll get better when i'm actually there, and doing it, and not anticipating it. transitions, waiting, things i'm bad at. ok.