crim is criminal
seriously. i want to poke my eyes out. this studying is so agonizing that my heart, my insides, i can literally feel them bursting out, that my soul cannot bear it any longer and it wants to get up and do something else, despite what my corporeal being is doing. or wants to do. b/c really i'm so lazy now i can't even be bothered to walk up two flights of stairs. or take out the garbage. or do dishes. or laundry.

after finals, i'm going to give my shower a good scrub. seriously. that thing is disgusting. ironic that i go in a dirty place to get clean. heh heh. dirty place. that sounds dirty too.

o my ! i really am going crazy .