weariness
i am weary.

i am weary of law school and studying and the constant pressure which is partly self-induced and partly externally induced.

i am weary of social interactions and insecurity, which is partly self-induced and partly externally induced.

i am weary of this world. i am weary of bush and this god-forsaken war and the innocent people who die every day. i am weary of bush and his bullshit, trying to play the race card and saying that privatizing social security will help african american males because they die younger and are thus unable to take advantage of social security. that sounds to me like a serious disjoinder in reasoning. WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT HEALTH CARE OR SOCIETY -- THE THINGS THAT ARE FUNDAMENTALLY CAUSING AFRICAN AMERICAN MALES TO DIE YOUNGER -- THAN TO THROW MONEY AT THEM?

I am so tired of Bush's faith. He's such an idiot. You show me where in the bible it says that you should throw money at people to make them feel better, to fix problems? Where does it say that compassion and love and justice equal money? In what twisted universe does Bush live? Maybe he should learn to read, and then read the bible, the book on which he purportedly bases his faith.

i am so weary. i just want to withdraw from life, put my head down, and just plow through the next two years. and then the next two years after that until we can hopefully put a rationale, non-hypocritical person into office to lead this country.