last to know
why is it that everyone in my class knew that our instructor has a girlfriend and was on a diet because of her? (the last part is relevant because it was becoming very mysterious how i never saw him eat.) i found this out last night while i was on the piss with some of them and wondering, very innocently, why he never came out with us. well, after a 20 minute bout with depression (or was it just being let down?), i got over it. this is good. well, this is better, because my self-declared exercise in self-control was quickly becoming an exercise in futility.

woke up at 8am this morning (20 minutes ago) in a kid's bed with bob the builder sheets. i hate going to bed with my makeup on and not brushing my teeth, but such is the price you pay. i miss going on the piss in nyc where you don't have to worry about driving.

maybe i'm coming home after all.