i'm a social whore
i'm tired of getting people to go out. i'm tired of organizing things. perhaps for the rest of the summer i will simply work, exercise, and watch lots of movies and tv by myself.


i've been thinking a lot about transferring again. the deadline for applying to the school i dream of going to is july 1, but i haven't asked a professor for a recommendation yet, so this is really pushing it. i think i'm not really doing anything about it b/c the only reason i want to transfer is because i want to run away from the uncomfortable nest i have made for myself here. i'm not optimistic it's going to get any better if i do transfer b/c law students are the same everywhere -- they're equally neurotic and annoying and insane (including me). and would life in city B be any better? yes, i have friends there that aren't law students. but ... there's something about city B that brings out the ugly in me, so maybe it's best to stay put. oh, and moving. moving is such a pain.

i think i just have to hang on until the deadline passes. b/c then the option will be cut off, and i can just deal with the present. in the meantime, i will daydream of transferring.