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i have no hair!!!! it was so weird washing it today. i knew it was going to require a lot less shampoo, but when i actually put my hands back there, it was like reaching into a void.

i got a lot of compliments at school today. from people i've never spoken to. I guess it's kind of a big deal when you show up with like 12+ inches less of hair. it was this weird bag of loving attention and yet wanting to hide under a hat and turtleneck because the attention was just too much. i wish it would never end.

three people told me that my hair looks so much better now than before. one of them a good friend. i wish someone had told me sooner that my hair was gross.