More Feelings
I feel hate. Deep rooted hate, down in my diaphragm, but back farther, towards the spine. I don't want to hate, but perhaps it's the only way. Maybe that's why it's back towards the spine, b/c I might be judgmental, but I don't think I'm a hateful person.
I also feel pity. Like I'm walking by a half-squashed bug, with one wing and three legs completely decimated. I know the bug has no chance at survival, but I'm not going to put it out of it's misery. I think I feel pity in my temples, like a headache.
Tomorrow, I will feel joy because there is a wedding!
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