Better!

Better!

Oy, my posts for the last few days have been utterly depressing. But I'm doing much, much better. I don't know why. Maybe it was all the kicking and punching of other human beings that happened last night. Maybe it's the Boy being out of the country, which just so completely removes him from my life for about a week that I can focus on ... well, my life. Maybe it's the need to focus on my black belt test on Friday. Maybe it's realizing that I'm a paranoid freak and life is not as bad as I think. Maybe it's just mind over matter. Maybe ... who knows what it is. I just feel better.