Gauche, But I'll Do It

Gauche, But I'll Do It

I don't particularly care for blogs where people just post a bunch of song lyrics. I think doing that's a cop out because you're using someone else's words to express your thoughts and feelings. But every once in a while, a song just so perfectly captures my feelings. I've posted Au Revoir Simone lyrics, and Colin Hay's "I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You" from the Garden State Soundtrack. Here's a song from the Last Kiss Soundtrack - Paperweight, by Joshua Radin and Schuyler Fisk. (I transcribed them myself, so there might be mistakes.) I'm not sure they capture my feelings RIGHT NOW, but . . . maybe sometimes, and maybe several times in the last few months.

Been up all night staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before
But this feels like the first time
You want the sunrise to go back to bed
And I want to make you laugh

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers and wade in
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight

Happy to lay here just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue
Paperweight on my back Cover me like a blanket

Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers and wade in
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight

And no need to worry that's wasting time
And no need to wonder what's on my mind
It's you, it's you

Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
I give up, I let you win
You win cuz I'm not counting

You made it back to sleep again
Wonder what you're dreaming

Oh Zach, how your music selections delight and depress me so!

Happiness

Happiness

Today, I booked a hotel room for my parents for graduation weekend. This means I have to graduate or $700 goes down the drain. Well, you know, $700 plus $120,000. My goal for graduation weekend: have it be less annoying than college graduation. Because that was awful - so awful I almost didn't want my parents coming to this one.

But when my BFF offered to come for my graduation, I realized, well, it would be sort of gauche not to invite my parents as well. So yay! Now all I have to do is, you know, not fail.

I'm really not that excited about graduation. I think it's because pretty much right afterwards, I have to study for the bar.

I just watched Brothers & Sisters (ABC). It's a damn good show, although I have to say, I wasn't that excited by the pilot. The last two episodes have been much better. It's a real adult drama. With interesting characters and somewhat realistic scenarios. I mean, it's no Desperate Housewives, that's for sure. This has inspired me to list the other shows that have made the cut this fall:

• The Class (CBS)
• The Nine (ABC)
  
• Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip (NBC)

I'd also really like to watch Ugly Betty (ABC), but it overlaps with The Office (NBC). I think I'm also going to Tivo Heroes (NBC) and Vanished (Fox). Oh, and that new Taye Diggs show looks good, perhaps . . . Oh, too much TV!

Shows that sucked:

• Jericho (CBS)
  
• Justice (Fox)
  
• Six Degrees (ABC)
  

And other shows that are returning to my Tivo:

• 24 (Fox)
  
• Lost (ABC)
  
• Grey's Anatomy (ABC)
  
• Gilmore Girls (CW) [It was off to a rocky start, but the last two episodes were GOOD.]
  
• Veronica Mars (CW)
  
• House (Fox) [When it doesn't overlap with GG.]
  
• The Simpsons (Fox)
• Scrubs (NBC) [If it ever starts up again.]
  

At the end of tonight's episode of Brothers & Sisters, there was a really beautiful song. It was Roseanne Cash's "The World Unseen." I've noticed a lot of shows use music. I'm not sure if it's the Grey's Anatomy effect or the Scrubs effect, but it's almost getting to the point where it's annoying. I guess it saves on production costs. I remember one of the things about X-Files was that it required a lot more musical score composition than other shows - for example, if the average show had 25 minutes of music, X-Files would have 35 or something like that. But today, there's not a lot of original composition - just a lot of hip rock music. I wonder if it's the iTunes effect. I mean, I certainly am in tune with a lot more indy-type artists than I was 10 years ago. Then again, I could just be hipper. Natch.

Off to finish my mid-term!

A Few Stolen Things

A Few Stolen Things

Here is a BBC story about the image to the left. It is an image of a pelican eating a live pigeon, swallowing it whole cloth. It took about 20 minutes, and, according to eyewitness accounts, the pigeon fought the whole way down. Well, wouldn't you?



Several weeks ago, I went to NYC to see a friend, Becky, in a play. The play was called "Songs of the Dragons Flying to Heaven." Here is a New York Times review of the play. Becky is funny. And hot. And talented. The play is about race. Well, that's trite, but it is, but the play is also about so much more. I've been doing a lot of assessing and introspection on this. I think I will write about it one day. But now is not the time.


I stole both of these from my friend Bat's blog to share with you. Thanks, Bat. And I'm pretty sure everyone else thanks you, too.

An update: my apartment was not burgled. I was so afraid b/c I had my keys and my drivers' license in the same coin purse thingie and my license has my current address. I am still going to have my locks changed, because I am kind of freaked out. Although, I could use a serious unburdening of crap. How nice would it be? As long as the burglar didn't steal the things I need to graduate (you know, like my books and my such), it would be nice. Then I would have so much less crap, and I could just up and leave . . .

Anyway, I'm home today doing a mid-term. Expect about 14 more posts!

Another update: Blogger has been acting weird and it took me all day to finally publish this post. So I *kind of* posted 14 times today, but not really.

PS Daylight savings and mid-terms: perfect together.

Una Nueva Entrada

Una Nueva Entrada

I'm not kidding when I say my blogger is now in Spanish. I think it thinks I'm blogging from South America or something.

My life is kind of a pathetic, poorly written tragedy. But the heros, they are strong, well-developed characters. And they stand out.

I lost my wallet at the school party last night. It was a mini wallet with keys, drivers' license, school ID, and a few credit cards. I have spent the last hour canceling credit cards. If only I could get up and in the shower so I can get to school and get a new ID. Because my plan to go to the gym tonight will be thwarted without one. When I asked to go back in and look for it, they were like, it's illegal for us to let you back in. Seriously, this city needs to spend time doing something else besides passing retarded laws.

Oh, and I broke my camera. I really don't want to know.

Also, my ankle is killing me.

See! Pathetic, poorly written tragedy. :(

Publicar entrada!

Yuck.

Yuck.

Mail I received on Flickr:

Dear [Hap],
Your toes are erotically beautiful and not ugly.I would love to suck your toes and lick your soles.Are you a foot player.I hope so.

Also, my Blogger is now in Spanish!

Clowns

Clowns

A real story in today's Metro about a clown college in Mexico.

I don't know what's funnier - the clown college or the picture.

Sunday Night

Sunday Night Blogging

"There are almost no pictures of you."

"I know. I'm the webmaster."

"And in all your pictures, you're doing that fake, cheesy, camera smile."

Silence.*

"Take a picture where you're really smiling!"

"Ok, fine."



Done and done, my friends. Although I think this qualifies more as laughing than smiling, but I got the point.

I just got back from watching the 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee. Yes, spelling bee mania, but man alive, the show is so good! So funny, so modern, so witty. I laughed so hard. Go see it if you can. Except for a long song about an erection, it was totally kid-friendly as well. Wish I could write more but the thought of homework has invaded my head.

* Insecure thoughts race through my head. And I feel that I'm being seen through. No, I don't have to hide my smile or my laugh, either under my hand or under a goofy smile. Because this is who I am.

Jameson

Jameson

Trying some new formatting. Oooh, exciting.

Last night, I forced people to have an after-party. I'm lame.

Last night, I told someone that he was secretly on my buddy list, and that, obviously, I'm stalking him. I'm lame.

Last night, I mentioned that I had a blog that was not on MySpace. I'm lame. They were far too interested in it. Hopefully they will come to their senses and realize that it's not worth their time tracking this down. But I think I've made a solid effort at hiding this, although there is one weakness in my defenses. But if they actually find it, well, then they almost deserve to find it.

Last night, I let pictures of me be taken. I'm lame. Like hell they're getting posted to any website; thus the beauty of being webmaster.

I think last night was kind of ugly. Because I'm lame. But at least this post is lame and not pathetic, because that patheticness never manifested, and that's something.

I've been very self-centered lately. Well, I think I'm always self-centered, but lately, I think I've been trying to inflate my personality even more. Maybe it's because I'm a 3L and there's some sort of senior mentality going on. Maybe it's because I'm trying to stake out more territory. Maybe I'm just lame. Anyway, I'm trying to stop. You may not notice because you just read this blog, but I am trying, in real life. Offline, if you will.

(Yes, this post was for the sake of posting. I apologize for adding to the entropy of the universe by typing this and by clicking "Publish".)

It's No Fun Being the Fat Kid

It's No Fun Being the Fat Kid

This is a picture from today's New York Times. It is a picture of British moms ("meat pie mums") coming to a school to sell junk food - meat pies (natch!), chips (fries), burgers, etc. One kid in the article is quoted as loving his "french-fries-and-butter sandwich, doused in vinegar." Oh, and it's probably processed white bread, to boot.

Jamie Oliver tried to revolutionize the way kids eat in British schools. It apparently didn't go over very well.

I find this picture to be ridiculously funny. The obesity epidemic, not so much.

But really, it's all about getting used to different food. These mums aren't helping.

Back on the Horse

Back on the Horse

[This post has been redacted because I think everyone who needs to read this has read it. And there's no need for such wallowyness to be the face of aspiringexpat.]